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.He wants me, and it's time for me to act on it.I decided that tonight would be the perfecttime to do it.Damien's away, and Dante'sbusy banging the slut of the month.Thatmakes this my best chance to approachSpencer.I'd given him no time to try andwiggle out of it.Instead, I had texted himand told him that I needed to talk to him.He's never been able to refuse meanything, so he didn't disappoint."I'll behome in just over an hour.I'll meet youthere."Luck was on my side, because I could beat his house in five minutes, and I had akey.I had an overnight bag with me, so Ilet myself in and set to getting ready.Islipped into a beautiful silver negligee before arranging myself on his sofa.He walked in with a smile on his face thatquickly turned to shock when he saw mesitting there."Um.Delilah?"I smiled at him before speaking."It'stime."He was totally thrown off guard, and Ienjoyed seeing him that way."When you didn't come before now, Ithought& I assumed you changed& what'shappening here?"Holding out my hand, I gestured at him tojoin me.He sat next to me on the couchbut didn't relax, holding my hand in adeath grip as he tried to breathe normally. Lifting his hand to my mouth, I kissed itbefore looking into his eyes and starting tospeak. What's happening here is that it's time.You knew I was coming for you, Spencer.I made that very clear to you the last timewe were together.I'm still a virgin, and Isaved it for you.I want to have sex.I'mdesperate for it, even.You re the only oneSpencer.I don t want to lose my virginityto someone I don t love.I've alwaysknown it would be you, just like I knowI ll never regret it.I love you more thananyone, and you know that."Pulling his hand from mine, he groaned.Iwatched as he buried his face in his handsfor a moment, seemingly lost for words. Delilah& this is huge.Once we do this,there is no going back.Not ever.Youcould really regret this. Shaking my head, I slid closer to him andran my fingers through his hair. NoSpence.I won t regret it.I ve neverregretted that you were my first kiss, neverregretted that you gave me my firstorgasms, and I m not going to regret thiseither.When I m ninety, I ll still be happythat I did this with you.I get the best ofboth worlds.I make love with someone Iknow would never hurt me, someone that Ilove, who loves me just as much.Icouldn t ask for anything more than this.This is me asking you to make my dreamscome true.Are you ready to give me whatI need?" Chapter Five: SpencerDelilah s argument was equal partsridiculous and solid.She was right, sheshould lose her virginity to someone sheloved, who loved her just as much.Godknows that second part is true.I loveDelilah more than life itself.The ridiculous part of the argument is thefact that she s thought it out and has justdecided that it's time.I really thought thatshe was over it, because she neverapproached me after the night I made hercome for the first time.I guess she meantwhat she said that night.She would knowwhen it was time, and I guess the time isnow.She s been a go-getting little ball buster her entire life, and she s like afreight train when she makes up her mind.It s insanity.The worst part of all of this is that ofcourse I want to do it.I want to beDelilah s first so badly that I ache with it.Hell, I want to be her only.That s notabout to happen, but it s true anyway.Iknow I've got no chance of hoping that shewon't be with other people.I do think that I can hold her off for awhile though, make her wait.She s soyoung, and I don t want to do this and laterhave to deal with all the assholes she sgoing to date.They could be the nicestguys in the world, but I m not going to berational about it.I can t be, especially if we were to make love.I'd fucking destroyanyone that dared to touch her. I ll do it Delilah, but I m not going to doit your way.I have conditions.If youagree, we ll do it now.If you don t agree,we re going to wait until you ve finishedanother year at college. I d pissed her off.Giving me a stern lookshe snapped, What are the conditions? Playing it off like I wasn't totally dying Itold her, The first thing is that we re notdoing it tonight.If you want to have sex,you need to be on birth control.Figure outwhat you want to use, and once we knowit s in effect, we re clear.I need to knowthat you re going to be safe.After that,I ll figure out how to get us both out of town, and we can spend the entireweekend together.I m not going to fuckyou Delilah.I m going to make love toyou.There is a difference.I ve nevereven tried to do that before, but even Iknow that much."I enjoyed seeing her speechless before Iplowed on."You want a memory that willmake you happy forever angel? That can tstart with you walking into my house andtelling me to do it your way.The secondcondition is that after we come back fromwherever it is I take you, you re mine fora month.No one else is to touch you, oreven fucking look in your direction.Sameapplies to you looking at other guys.Thatmeans you need to be here every weekend,and every night that you can.Thirty days. Those are my conditions, and they aren tup for negotiation.You re either in, oryou re out.Which one is it? I knew she would never go for it.She's incollege, and the idea of spending a monthhaving sex with me had to be ridiculous.She d be missing out on all kinds of socialopportunities.I figured my demandswould keep her from doing it now, andafter that I could only cross my fingers thatshe would last another year with hervirginity intact.I d cross next year sbridge when I came to it.The fact that herbeautiful mouth dropped in shock was alikely indicator that I d pissed her off.Foolishly, I thought I could predict heractions.What she said next proved me dead wrong. I m on the pill, Spence, and I have beenfor the last two months.As for the rest ofyour conditions, my answer is yes.Youcan make me wait to make love, but I msitting here in lingerie and I m hot foryou.Take me to bed and make me come.Please? She didn t have to ask me that questiontwice.I grabbed her up off the sofa andswung her into my arms, before quicklymaking my way down the hall to mybedroom.I spent the next hour lapping herup and making her scream.I was soturned on that I jerked myself to a finishwhile she came on my tongue for the lasttime that night.After that, she fell asleep in my arms, and I admitted to myself that Icouldn t fucking wait to make her allmine.***Hands down, this has been the longestweek of my life.I ve been completely outof it.The only thing I m fully present foris when I m making my plans to be withDelilah.I ve had to tread really carefullyat work with Dante.He s sharp, and hewill definitely notice that I m acting likean idiot if I don't watch my ass.The reason I d asked for thirty days wasbecause Damien is out of town overseeinga build we are doing in Greece for thenext four weeks
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