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.Nobody said anything further.Matt laced his fingers through James s again once Carmella andPearl were gone. C mere, he whispered, tugging.James let himselfbe pulled.Into Matt s arms, onto his chest.Avoiding the bandages.James shut off his brain.He stopped thinking, and just let himselffeel.He felt Matt s fingers combing through his hair.He felt Matt smuscles slide under his ear as he moved his arm.Matt s hand on hisback, fingers splayed, pressing James into him.Matt s lips brushed hisforehead.James closed his eyes and sighed.He tightened his arms aroundMatt and let himself feel deeper.Matt s concern and worry, and fear.Itfelt so good, like light surrounding him.Not the emotions, but the factthat someone Matt felt that for him.James.James nuzzled his forehead and nose into Matt s chest.He didn tcare if Matt made him cuddly or made him hornier than he d ever beenor even made him a lovesick fool.James was keeping him.HopefullyMatt would want to keep James too. 18% Gray 161Chapter 15BEFORE leaving that night, they took a shower.James was sort ofamazed they could do it without the situation devolving into sex, butbetween Matt needing to keep his bandages dry-ish and James needingcomfort, it didn t happen.Not that he didn t feel Matt up.All over.And bite and lick theback of his neck a lot when he figured out how crazy it made Matt.Butthen Matt turned around to James, leaned against the wall, and pulledhim in.Matt could kiss.James had never been into kissing that much.Itwas just a sometimes necessary way station on the road to the goodstuff.But with Matt it was the good stuff.Matt explored his mouth, slowly, touching James in places henever thought he d find erotic.Who knew a guy running his tonguealong your teeth could feel so good? But it was the long, slow, sinuoustongue action that made James forget everything except being in thatwarm, wet mouth.He felt like he d reached a transcendent state.Then Matt started skating his hand down James s torso, pinchinghis nipples until he gasped, moving lower to dip a finger in his navel,then circling a hip with a fingertip.Still kissing him the whole time.James had never known slow and teasing worked for him.But it clearlydid.Matt s fingers starting tangling in James s pubic hair, his mouthsucking James s earlobes and licking and nipping his jaw.Matt hookeda thumb and finger around the base of James s shaft and squeezed.James sucked in a breath and looked down to watch Matt s hand.162 Anne TeninoMatt s forearm was disappearing between his legs, the veins andtendons standing out on the underside of his wrist.His fingers cuppedJames s balls, weighing them.Somehow his forearm looked bothfragile and masculine at once.Like Matt was a precision instrument,finely tuned.A finely tuned man pressing gently up on James s ballswith the heel of his hand, his fingers pressing circles into James sperineum.Fuck transcendent states.He d achieved Nirvana.Until the instant-hot ran out of juice.The water went from steamyto icy in a couple of seconds.Matt yelped and jumped out of theshower, leaving James to deal with the water.But Matt stood in the bathroom with a towel, waiting for himwhen he got out.He dried James off slowly, occasionally kissing himstill, relaxing him and bringing him down. C mon, sexy.You need to get dressed, Matt said in his ear.James felt almost as relaxed as he would if they d gone ahead andfucked.Cold water notwithstanding. Mmmmm, he rumbled.He caught Matt when he moved away,slipping his hands around his waist and resting them in the small of hisback.Resting his forehead on Matt s. Thank you.Matt kissed him again.James let him pull them into the mainroom and lead him to the packs.Then they got dressed.Matt went fo