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.It always took tremendous self-control to leave men such as these alive.At times, when he read their depraved minds, he found it nearly impossible.But he told himself he was a guardian of the Carpathian people; the human race had its own set of laws.Lucian didn't bother planting a plausible memory for either of the two attackers.They would remember attempting to mug him, and then they would have a black void of time and experience that no amount of trying would help them fill.He left them there in the alley, lying on the ground moaning, unsure what had happened to them.When Lucian returned, the house was cool and dark.These days Lucian loved to return home.To Jaxon.Nearly everything in the house was something he had picked out of her memories, things she loved, colors she found soothing.Art pieces she had seen and admired.Even the stained glass, incredible works of art his brother's wife had created, had been made especially for Jaxon.Woven into each piece was a strong safeguard for the house and a soothing invitation of welcome and warmth for those who dwelled within.Francesca was a true healer, and, even in her art, her gift came through.In the sleeping chamber he shed his clothes and gathered Jaxon into his arms before issuing the command to awaken.The conversion was complete, and she had rested for nearly two hours.He wanted any confrontation over before the next rising.Jaxon stirred, moaned softly as if in memory, and then he felt her heart slam hard.She was fully awake, refusing to open her eyes and face the truth of what had happened.He felt his own heart skip a beat; his breath caught in his lungs.This was the moment.She would have to confront what she had become.He would have to confront her rejection of him.Lucian held her in his arms, watching the expressions chasing across her face.Jaxon's impossibly long lashes fluttered, then lifted, and he was looking into her large dark eyes.He saw no condemnation what so ever.She simply looked up at him.Very slowly she raised a hand and rubbed at the frown he didn't realize was on his face."What have you done this time?" she asked.His hands moved over her face, brushing her hair from her delicate cheekbones."I think you already know.""If it's what I think it is, I may have to resort to violence."She was doing it again, not dealing with something her mind wasn't ready for.Instead the pad of her index finger was rubbing a little caress over his mouth."Don't look so worried, Lucian.I'm not made of porcelain.I'm not going to break.You look as if the world has come to an end.Although, I have to tell you, it did hurt like hell, and when I'm feeling a little stronger, I might have to retaliate.""I love you, angel, and I would not have put you through the suffering of a conversion had it not been necessary."Jaxon was shaking her head."Don't say conversion.I don't think we should go there right now.Conversion.Sounds like a a movie I once saw.It had vampires and icky things in it.This really disgusting creature bit the heroine and then gave her his blood." Her voice faltered for a moment, and he felt her tremble, but she went resolutely on."It transformed her into a vampish sex maniac.She ran around sucking men's necks and killing little children.Not really my thing.At least not the killing of little children.I don't know about sucking men's necks." A fine tremor ran through her body.His hand was stroking her hair, one arm locking her possessively to him."I would never tolerate your sucking other men's necks, so we can dispense with that worry.""I'm so glad.Although, maybe I would have liked it," she tried to tease him.That was one of the things he admired so much about her.She was frightened, her heart was beating faster than normal, but she was holding on, being brave.His respect for her continued to grow."I am sorry, angel, but you will have to get over your disappointment if that is the case.I am discovering I am a jealous man after all."She snuggled into him, subconsciously seeking comfort."You look like a man with complete confidence, Lucian.I can't believe you would be jealous.Besides, no one else wants me."His eyebrows shot up."You do not notice how men fall all over you? Even that silly young one who disobeyed your orders by going into the warehouse and making such a fool of himself—you thought his heroics were for self-promotion, but in truth he wanted you to notice him.""No way." Jaxon was shocked, and it showed."He had political pull, and he used it to get on my team even though I was totally opposed.He wasn't ready, and he wasn't a team player.He wanted glory and headlines.Publicly my unit is as anonymous as possible, but within the ranks it's known as the best.Benton definitely had promotion—not me—on his mind," she declared certain of her facts.Lucian bent his head to gently brush the side of her mouth with his.The light touch made her heart somersault, and she felt the answering jolt in his.His lips had barely skimmed hers, yet she felt the heat curl in the pit of her stomach."That is what he appeared to be like, but it is not what was in his mind.He wanted to stand out, wanted you to notice him.""He certainly went about it in an interesting way.I noticed him all right.He almost got Barry and me killed." Her voice betrayed her rejection of Lucian's assessment."I was there, honey.I read his mind accurately.You wreak havoc among the males in your department, and now, unfortunately, you will do so even more."Jaxon laughed softly at him."You are smitten with me, aren't you? No one wants me.They just think I'm dynamite at my job, which I am," she said without false modesty."You are surrounded by men all the time where you work.It is improper for a Carpathian woman to be unprotected in the company of men."Now her eyebrows shot up."Lucky for me, I'm just a plain little human woman who works for a living."His hand caressed her hair, then moved to stroke her soft skin before returning to the untamed blond strands that so intrigued him."Not any longer.I am no modern man, angel.I believe strongly in the duties I have sworn to carry out.You are my true lifemate, my heart and soul, the light to my darkness.I do not think running around seeking danger is what I want for the light to my darkness.Think what it would mean to the world, my love, if something were to happen to you.I have held out against the darkness for more centuries than I can say, but if something happened to you, I would truly become a monster.Even the hunters in my family would find it impossible to track and destroy me.""I don't think so, Lucian.You forget, I'm getting used to being in your mind.You wouldn't become a monster.You're just trying to get me to do what you want.""So you think you know me." His voice was softer than ever.At once Jaxon frowned and moved to sit up cautiously, testing her body for its responses."That's just it, Lucian.I don't know you, and you don't know me.I don't even know how I got here.I don't know how I've allowed you to take over my life.And now this.I don't know what you've done, but I know it's not something I want, and you didn't bother to consult with me one way or the other.Is that part of being old-fashioned? Born centuries ago? The little woman doesn't have a say in her own life?" Her hand crept defensively to her throat.She wasn't the same at all.She could feel the difference.Reality was creeping in whether she wanted it to or not.She was in bed stark naked with a man she knew relatively nothing about
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