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.They took me to the grotto under eaves fringed like fingers where the Ariekes lived.For quite a long time, we all sat silently.A HAMLET OF houses in the suburbs, gently regrowing, were taken suddenly down with biorigged weapons of serious power, crossbred from existing strains.Informer Ariekei working with the god-drug told us that something terrible was coming.All who live in the city and all who live in Embassytown must stand against these attackers, EzCal said, with beside them.No matter how assiduously the compelled Ariekei tried to obey them, those words were too nebulous to mean much.EzCal never spoke an intoxicating order making all Ariekei obey : they must have been afraid of unintended consequence.I wanted to return, as often and for as long as I could, to the liars in the city straining to meet ’s challenge.I was trying to learn how to get there—the route and strategies for the route—but still could only go when YlSib and Bren came with me.After that dramatic attack on the remains of the city, Spanish Dancer and the other gathered Ariekei were distressed (I recognised it).One of their number had left them.YlSib listened.“They argued with it.” “It told them.” “It said it was ashamed.” Bad enough when the first god-drug had pushed them into trips: so much worse now they could see their tripping selves made to obey.“It.oh.” “It plucked itself.”“No,” I said.It wasn’t just, I thought, the loss of their—what, friend?— to self-savagery, of mind as well as body, so it could not hear nor speak again, that must hurt them.They wanted to be a hope, against the revolutionary suicide of those that tore out their social mind with their fanwings, became nihilist revenge.Were there ranks among the Languageless? Were those that made themselves an aristocracy above those attack-recruited? I looked at Spanish Dancer’s many dark-point eyes, which had seen its companion tear its fanwing like trash, after their years of work, their project that had started long before this end of the world.BY OUR BARRICADE gates, in rump street-markets, quickly tolerated, an economy of recycled necessities, people began to talk again about the relief.When it would come, where we would go, and what life would be like for Embassytowners exiled to Bremen.Our now wild cameras inhabited the plains.Many broke down or their signals degraded.But some still got footage to us.Some were a long way into country not punctuated even by farms, beyond the transport ducts.I heard rumours of certain footage before I saw it.I scorned the idea that it existed but was being kept from me—wasn’t I committee? But though it failed, I discovered that there had been an effort to do just that.I shouldn’t have been shocked.An internal split, a craven and conniving column reporting direct to the god-drug.There wasn’t even any reasoning.Secrecy was just a bureaucrats’ reflex.There was no way they could contain these files: a day after the first stories about them started circulating, the rest of us got to see them.A group of us uploaded them to committee datspace.Bren was agitated.I was taken aback by his impatience, that he so obviously had no idea if the whispers about what we were to see were true.I was so used to him knowing things he didn’t tell me.I teased him about it, in a rather brittle manner.We watched the cam’s memories.Plenty of kilometres away but hardly in another country.The viewpoint swept through narrows: I swayed to avoid overhangs the recorder had ducked days before.Some fool at the back said something like “Why are we watching this?”Through a nook in rock the cam went to a valley of pumice-coloured earth, burred birdlike suddenly tree- then tower-high over the slope, focused where a river had been.We gasped.Someone swore.There was an army.It marched in our direction.There were not hundreds of Ariekei but thousands, thousands.I heard myself say Jesus, Jesus Christ.We knew now why the city seemed depleted.Pharotekton, I said.The microphones were crappy but we heard the noise of the march, the percussion of hard feet walking not in time.The amputee Ariekei shouted.They must not even know, not even hear their own constant catcalls.Machines among them walked at the wordless correction of keepers
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